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A Large Baby on the Bakerloo Line

His briefcase sat stubbornly between his legs,

A lotion of rain and sweat stained his nose,

Slipping and sliding through crevasses of age,

Down to browbeaten lips; which moved to deliver his decree—

He was not moving.

 

She stood there, noiseless at his response,

Meshed in a patchwork quilt of overcoated limbs,

Her baby bump evident, tight against her dress,

Pushing against her, with the weight of the world.

In gentle grievance, her knees gave a little shake.

 

“Mate, get up and let the woman sit down”

Said a rotund Londoner, from the end of the carriage,

Pointing at the special yellow and blue sign above his bulbous head.

“Why don’t you do it,” cried the man.

I’m tired and lonely, and I need this seat.

 

He looked up at her, spiteful of her youth and flow of life,

And emitted an ornate two sentence stream of insults and anger.

The words pierced the tired veil of his unwitting adversary,

Tears flooding through the surprise breach, forcing their way into her eyes.

Ï always hated kids”, he said, in confused, magnanimous victory.

 

But he was a baby once; he once cooed in his mother’s arms.

He once cried at the denial of access to bare teat,

In simple fright that it might never come again.

When did the simple path break;

Attacked by weeds, devolved by age.

 

X IX XVIIII

Swiping

Swipe, swipe, swipe. Left, right.

MATCH.

Em, no actually, maybe not;

look at photo number three,

when the light is right.

No message.

Move on.

 

Swipe, swipe, swipe. Left, right.

MATCH.

"GREETINGS, I see you're into Yoga two.

What do you practice?"

Shit, I spelt too like the number. Fool.

No response.

Move on.

 

Swipe, swipe, swipe. Left, right.

MATCH.

"Oh it's you I have been waiting for."

I have been waiting for you too.

Awaiting response.

Move on.

I VIII XVIII

Baggage

Airport staff, when checking our baggage,

Are strict about what we can bring.

They ensure all excess items are cast aside,

No weight limits are exceeded;

And that no sharp objects are being smuggled,

Tucked away from sight, in a secret crevasse.

This ensures once wheels touch down, safe and sound,

We have no more than we can carry.

 

So, if, my dear, if you ask me—

“What baggage do you bring?”, I will answer—

“I have enough to keep me clothed and warm”.

But I have a lot more at home

Safely stowed away in an unlocked closet.

Close enough, I can show them to you,

Far enough away, that they don’t loom over me.

 

Hard memories are stowed away,

Some so heavy, seams buckle with the weight.

Rest assured, my love, I won’t bring them with me.

I won’t drag them along on every journey,

Wheels noisily squeaking.

So, when we travel, I hope,

We can arrive together in surety.

XII VII XVIII

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